Life is full of surprises,

& Wherever life leads me too,

I will be there to go with the flow.

*

Curiosity keeps my mind thinking,

Of the most random situations or questions.

*

It's peculiar how things can be contradicting in life,

Like how people are dressed up religiously,

Yet they don't behave appropriately.

Have you ever overhead a group of religiously uniformed students,

Looking all white, pure & respectable yet vulgarities are like a fullstop to their sentences?

Or how much worse in terms of desparation,

Not only that, talking about obscene videos loudly in a public transport?

What kind of image are you putting upon yourself?

Not only reflecting bad against yourself but the whole community.

*

Being nineteen, i have learnt several hardships in life.

How harsh unfairness &cheating could be.

Push those thoughts away,

Of thinking who i'm referring to.

That's not important.

Realizing your mistake is one thing,

But to do something in order not to repeat it is another.

Unfortunately, time changes everything, especially people.

You've turned into someone whom i hardly recognize.

Someone whom is no longer sweet with his words,

Or patient no matter how time doesn't allow us to meet up.

It doesn't hurt to spare a thought or two before uttering something,

Cause you won't know how you can inflict pain upon others.

Moving on is an experience in life,

That will make someone stronger.

Thus, in this situation,

I prefer to move on rather than hanging on to the memories of you.


You no longer have a special place in my heart,
Or mean a whole lot to me anymore.

*

Pang of hunger,
Is getting to me like a pest.


Always having to fill my stomach,
Or migraine attacks will come my way,
Losing focus in class & anything i do.




*

Mugging is my new bestfriend,
Together with coloured pens & colourful notepads.


Although i'm no longer tied down to sc,
It seems that days are shorter in some ways.


All in all,
It comes down to time management once again.


Three more months,
& I'm out of this school.


Totally awesome.
(:




*

Money is such a big issue amongst students this days,
Despite working their asses off & prioritize work over school.


Who knew money can matter,
Even when we're as young as 19?


When you were young,
All you could think about was all play & no work.


But as we continue to age,
We tried working for the sake of earning money.


& As soon as you start working,
You're more interested to earn more.


Oh well,
That's life huh?




*

Have you ever believed that,
The person who makes you smile,
Is the person who makes you frown?


Maybe it's just a sign from above,
It's time to move on & appreciate someone else.



Or perhaps,
You're down in the dumps,
By having the problems of your own.


People come & go.


I've been by your side,
Waiting for you.


But not anymore.




*

With all the heartache & whatever nots,
Sitting by the beach & enjoying the breeze,
Stole my mind away & forgot everything that happened.


I love sunsets,
Especially when the clouds turn orange,
Like as if the clouds are on fire. Beautiful.



Not forgetting,
Watching small kids at play.


Remininscing of the past,
Exchanging life stories.


It taught me to appreciate life,
& Fear death when it comes.



Aww,
I truly love today. (:


Thanks to the boy. (:





Toodles.

Have you ever opened your eyes in the morning,

& The feeling of fear that something bad will happen conquers your heart?

Perhaps it's just a paranoia attack,

But who knows what's in store for you, right?

I pushed those thoughts away,

& Think happy thoughts.

Waited ten minutes for Nyssa,

& The train trip to school was awfully chilly.

Class was the epitome of boredom,

Since i did both my papers the day before,

Leaving me with nothing to do except for bloghopping & facebooking.

Maybe i'm ageing or suffering from STM,

Totally forgot about PR mock test today.

I thought it was only yesterday we had a test,

But no, even today! Goodness. ):

AOFA exam tomorrow.

Woooh, hopefully i'll do fine. (:

I love rainy days,

But not soaking wet shoes & uniform,

Since dearest Nyssa didn't return back my umbrella. ):

When decisions are made for the best out of everything,

People had to say, "But he's a great guy, are you sure of it?"

Admittedly, he's like a precious gem among the guys i knew,

But i don't think i'm in for this kindda thing.

Instead of missing him like how i used to,

I have unexplainable feelings towards him. )):

Oh god,

Show me the sign that i'm doing the right thing. ):

It's funny how people kept mentioning about you,

When i tried to forget you.

Why why?

If only i could lie on a hammock,
& Watch the world go by.

Time is in my hands,

But not even a breather from life.

Endless trail of tests,

It's about time i pull up my socks,

& Focus on my studies for my final semester.

No more sc work clouding my mind,

Or having any excuse to miss lessons anymore.

I appreciate life the way it is,

Nothing to complain or whine about. (:

You entered my life without much expectations,

& You're here to stay with your unconditional love.

Whenever i'm down in the dumps,

Or i'm facing pain that i could hardly bear,

You're there to hold me tight & make things feel better.

You taught me the real meaning of perseverance,

Standing tall despite all the problems that came my way.

I'm thankful for that.




You come & go,
Just like a  rainbow in the sky.


Like missing pieces to a puzzle,
You're hanging me by a thread just like a puppet.


Should i stay?
Or should i go?


Who said love never fade away?
It comes & goes from time to time.


But you're running out of time,
Cause i'm slowly crawling out of your life.


Your face haunts me every second of the day,
& I hold on to the memories we shared.


I tried to hide from your sight,
But wherever i hide, even the night reminds me of you.


I miss you,
I miss you not.





If only my questions were answered,
I wouldn't be left in such a situation.


How could i let you go?

You will only learn to treasure someone or something,

When they're far apart or when you've lost them.

Walking down the memory lane,

It's been a year ever since i took the title of an exco,

Through the ups & downs just like a rollercoaster ride,

I managed to pull through with the support & encouragement from my team.

Without the journey through leadership,

It definitely wouldn't  have moulded us to whom we are today,

Leaders whom are stronger, well-bonded & full of leadership experiences.

Publications & Communications Committee,

Not only taught me new skills but to discover my talents,

Never did i realize i could design posters & leave it all to my creativity,

Learnt the importance of mannerism & communication in everyone's life.

Besides all the enriching courses attended & skills learnt,

All the friendship made not only within my campus councillors & students,

But also the students & leaders from various campuses, schools & assosciations will be remembered.

The new batch of excos definitely have a long winding road to learn more about leadership,

But their capabilities, skills & talents shouldn't be under-estimated,

Cause i believe that they can groom others to be a better leader,

& Bring the whole council to greater heights.

Like a lighthouse to a lost ship,

Guide one another & be there as a pillar of strength & support,

Cause you won't know when the whole team needs you.

As we move on in life & accept it as how it is,

Emptiness fills my soul like as if i lead an incomplete life.

Student council is definitely missed & have a special place in heart,

With the uncountable memories carved, it will remain engraved in my heart.

Behind every successful man, is a woman,

But to me, behind a successful leader,

Lies his/her strong team.

With that,

Everyone holds a special place in my heart.

May our friendship remain to blossom,

& The bond created remains as it is.

(:

Like a volcano ready to erupt,

Knowing the whole work load is on me,

Looking forward to a better tomorrow is far off my mind.

The final countdown is just a day away,

Hoping that the event will run smoothly,

& Absolutely no problem with the video.

Keep holding on,

Cause we'll make it through.

Just stay strong,

Cause we're always here for you.

Tomorrow will be a new day,
Filled with blessings.


Move on,
Focus on a better future.



Like a fullstop to every sentence,
Yesterday marks the last day of duty.


Pass on the torch,
& Keep the flame alive.


Confidence is all you need,
Cause we have faith in you.




Windows of opportunities,
Came knocking on my door for a month.


Emceeing have opened up my eyes,
& Discovered a new talent waiting to be spotted.


With all the guidance from teachers & peers,
Both events went smoothly.


A memorable experience,
Meant to be treasured.




God, lead me to right path,
To make the right decision.


To make one happy,
Is to break another's heart.


"Are you cheating on me?",
A question left unanswered.

When love fades away like a rainbow,
& Appears again like sunshine,
I'm muddled.




Train rides are turning into nightmare,
With inconsiderate people,
Who doesn't spare a thought or two.


A hard punch on the forehead,
First thing early in the morning,
Made me wide awake.



What's more with foreigners,
Who will push their way through,
Without the least courtesy to apologize.


Why crowd infront of the door,
Instead of moving back or to the middle of the cabin?


Do you need us to build you a secret passage way,
So that you can alight without pushing everyone,
Like as if you're ready to evacuate?







"Appreciate your parents,
For whatever they're doing for you all".



Spare a minute of your time,
& Have a silent thought of it.


Have you been treating your parents nicely?
Not cursing & swearing at them,
When they fails to understand you?


Have you been supporting your family,
When your parents are in need?


After a hard day at work,
Did you make them smile even by the littlest thing?


Treasure them before fate takes them away,
Cause time machine doesn't exist.




Would you lead me out of the dark,
With a torch in your hand,
To make me feel secured again?

When hopes are dampened,

& There isn't a speck of light at the end of the tunnel,

You're like a guardian angel who picks me up when i hit the ground.

When i'm lost along the way,

& I can't face another day,

Would you hold my hand,

& Say you understand my pain?

I'm not a perfect girl,

Cause i ain't barbie living in a dollhouse.

Feelings drown amongst the sea tides,
With it's frequent ride through the ups & downs.

Watch every step i take,
Just like a shadow casting over me.


Don't intrude my life,
& Cause distractions.


Karma is a boomerang,
That stabs you from the back at the least expected moment.

Life is full of surprises,

& Wherever life leads me too,

I will be there to go with the flow.

*

Curiosity keeps my mind thinking,

Of the most random situations or questions.

*

It's peculiar how things can be contradicting in life,

Like how people are dressed up religiously,

Yet they don't behave appropriately.

Have you ever overhead a group of religiously uniformed students,

Looking all white, pure & respectable yet vulgarities are like a fullstop to their sentences?

Or how much worse in terms of desparation,

Not only that, talking about obscene videos loudly in a public transport?

What kind of image are you putting upon yourself?

Not only reflecting bad against yourself but the whole community.

*

Being nineteen, i have learnt several hardships in life.

How harsh unfairness &cheating could be.

Push those thoughts away,

Of thinking who i'm referring to.

That's not important.

Realizing your mistake is one thing,

But to do something in order not to repeat it is another.

Unfortunately, time changes everything, especially people.

You've turned into someone whom i hardly recognize.

Someone whom is no longer sweet with his words,

Or patient no matter how time doesn't allow us to meet up.

It doesn't hurt to spare a thought or two before uttering something,

Cause you won't know how you can inflict pain upon others.

Moving on is an experience in life,

That will make someone stronger.

Thus, in this situation,

I prefer to move on rather than hanging on to the memories of you.


You no longer have a special place in my heart,
Or mean a whole lot to me anymore.

*

Pang of hunger,
Is getting to me like a pest.


Always having to fill my stomach,
Or migraine attacks will come my way,
Losing focus in class & anything i do.




*

Mugging is my new bestfriend,
Together with coloured pens & colourful notepads.


Although i'm no longer tied down to sc,
It seems that days are shorter in some ways.


All in all,
It comes down to time management once again.


Three more months,
& I'm out of this school.


Totally awesome.
(:




*

Money is such a big issue amongst students this days,
Despite working their asses off & prioritize work over school.


Who knew money can matter,
Even when we're as young as 19?


When you were young,
All you could think about was all play & no work.


But as we continue to age,
We tried working for the sake of earning money.


& As soon as you start working,
You're more interested to earn more.


Oh well,
That's life huh?




*

Have you ever believed that,
The person who makes you smile,
Is the person who makes you frown?


Maybe it's just a sign from above,
It's time to move on & appreciate someone else.



Or perhaps,
You're down in the dumps,
By having the problems of your own.


People come & go.


I've been by your side,
Waiting for you.


But not anymore.




*

With all the heartache & whatever nots,
Sitting by the beach & enjoying the breeze,
Stole my mind away & forgot everything that happened.


I love sunsets,
Especially when the clouds turn orange,
Like as if the clouds are on fire. Beautiful.



Not forgetting,
Watching small kids at play.


Remininscing of the past,
Exchanging life stories.


It taught me to appreciate life,
& Fear death when it comes.



Aww,
I truly love today. (:


Thanks to the boy. (:





Toodles.